will you run

will you run because i make things difficult

will you run because i cant see you as much as we’d like

because it’s hard for us to see each other

will you run when you find out im a mess

will you run because i get sad sometimes and moody and emotional and anxious and i cry too much and i go through dark tunnels and pull you into them with me

will you run when im not fun to be around anymore

will you run if i ask for too much

if im too needy and need all your affirmation and love and attention

will you run if i dont look like this anymore

if i become fat and old

if i stopped dressing up

will you run if i cant be the person i was when you first met me

because im not just one person. im all of them and i hoped youd love me for it still

will you because it’s not easy to be with me

im always so fearful that you’ll leave for someone else who makes it easier, who gives you everything you want and need, who makes your life so much better than i could ever

but i guess my question is not

will you run but rather

in spite of all of this and all that i am and all that we are together

will you stay

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